Life exhausts me. My emotionality exhausts me. How deeply things affect me exhausts me. I do realize feeling deeply is somewhat of a gift, though it is hard having such extremes sometimes. The smallest word or look or even a thought can fill me with such deep joy or such great sorrow in an instant.
I'm overwhelmed with how temporary things are. How fragile every relationship is. And how anything can be gone without warning at any moment. So lately I feel as if I'm walking on thin ice, terrified of really even moving at all without fear of everything around me shattering.
Where is my faith these days? Why am I so... afraid?
Oh my soul, hope in God.
Draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you.
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